Mommy Loves You Alexis!!!!!!!
                                                   
         

Mommy loves you so much. I am sending the biggest kiss and a hug to you XOXOXO. I hope you are dancing with the angels. You will always be my beautiful princess and my "Best Friend" . I love you baby girl. Hugs and Kisses!!!
                                       
                                                                                                                                    
                                                IF TEARS COULD BUILD             
                                                           A STAIRWAY
                                     AND MEMORIES 
                                                                A LANE.
                                 I'D WALK RIGHT UP TO 
                                                   HEAVEN AND BRING 
                                                    YOU HOME AGAIN !!

                                             

                               A Million Times 
                  A Million times, I'll need you;       
                    A Million times Ive cried; 

              If all the world was mine to give; 
                I would give it yes and more; 
              To see you coming up the steps, 
               and walking through the door; 

                       To hear your voice, 
                        to see your smile; 
              To sit and talk with you awhile;
             To be with you the same old way; 
            Would be my fondest wish today; 

               A heart of gold stop beating; 
              Two smiling eyes laid to rest; 
        God broke my heart to prove to me; 
                He only takes the best !!!! 
                

                       Special Angel In Heaven
              There is a special Angel in heaven
                           that is a part of me.
                  It is not where I wanted her 
              But where God wanted her to be.

              She was here but just a moment
                like a night time shooting star, 
                  and though she is in heaven
                             she is'nt very far. 

              She touched the heart of many
                  like only an angel can do,
           I would have held her every minute
                       if the end I only knew. 

              So I send this special message
                  to the heavens up above,
              Please take care of my Angel
               and send her all my Love!!! 
           
     I love you baby girl, forever in my heart
              and never to be forgotten !!! 

 

      A million words wont bring you back
               I know because I’ve tried 
      and senseless tears wont stop the pain
              I know because I’ve cried 
          I wander to your resting place
             and softly call your name
      and wish that I could hold your hand
             and bring you home again
      the flowers that I take to you
             I place with love and care
      and in my heart the ache remains
            as I turn and leave you there. 

               

Ask My Mom

Ask my Mom how she is

my Mom tells alot of lies

she never did before

but from now until she dies

She'll tell a whole lot more

Ask my how she is

and because she can't explain

she will tell a little lie

because she can't describe the pain

Ask my mom how she is

she'll say that " I'm alright"

if that's the truth then tell me,

wht does she cry each night.

Ask my mom how she is

she seems to cope so well

she didn't have a choice ou see

nor the strength to yell

Ask my mom how she is

I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping

for God's sake Mom just tell the truth

just say your heart is broken

She'll Love me for all of her life

I Loved her all of mine

but if you ask her how she is

She'll lie and say" I'm Fine"

I'm here in Heaven

I can not Hug her from here

if she lies to you don't listen

hug her and hold her near

On the day we meet again

we'll smile and I'll be Bold

I'll say your lucky to get in here Mom,

with all the lies you told